The funny thing is that I'm 99% sure that Raya's eating has NOTHING to do with being hungry. She's gone for as much as 48 hours with nothing but IV fluids and didn't care at all as long as Child Life kept bringing her new toys to play with. I'm pretty sure that the entire reason she eats is because it's a novel thing for her. It's new and interesting and it's another way she can try to be like the big kids, so she does it. I'm not complaining about that by any means, I'm thrilled that she's at least experimenting with food.
So far, the switch back to a G tube from the GJ tube has gone off pretty much without a hitch. Except for one thing. We seem to be having leakage problems again. Back when she got her very first G tube, she leaked profusely pretty much the whole time she had it. (see here) That was not pleasant. :) This is nowhere near the way that was, but I have noticed that she's leaking a little formula from around her G tube. This morning, the gauze that I took off was dry but it had been soaked about halfway across by formula. The kicker was that it also had some little flecks of the mashed pinto beans I gave her last night on it. It's kind of gross, to say the least. I can clean the outside of the stoma, but it's not like I can clean out what's on the inside of the hole around the tube. Hopefully it won't cause a problem for her.
Last but certainly not least, yesterday was Raya's 1 year tubiversary. Her G tube surgery was August 3rd, 2010. We are light years ahead of where we were a year ago and very grateful to have so many unpleasant experiences behind us. Having her G tube put in was definitely one of the best decisions we've made for her, and probably THE best decision we've made for our own sanity. It's funny, the more time that passes, the more negative my feelings towards the NG tube become. :) We held out as long as we could on getting the G tube because we had hoped that the feeding tube would be temporary. I still don't regret having waited as long as we did because I feel like we gave her as much time as we could to see if things would get better. Having said that, I would not wish the NG tube experience on anyone. Heaven forbid, but if we ever were to have another kid who needed a feeding tube, you can bet your booties we would opt for the G tube a lot sooner than 6 1/2 months!
Anyway, I just want to say once again how grateful we are for the technology of feeding tubes that has literally saved Raya's life.
|Raya with her brand spankin' new belly piercing|
|On day 3 or 4 of her 5 day hospital stay|
|My poor baby all drugged on morphine|