Can you even imagine? Whatever it is, I've had a harder time keeping my chin up today. Most days I'm so caught up in the day-to-day activities of keeping up with 4 cute but busy kids and a wonderful husband that I don't have time to dwell on the negative possibilities. It doesn't do any good anyway. I'm really good at ignoring the bad "what-ifs" because I really don't think that her bad "what-ifs" are all that bad. I know that in time, someone will find that missing puzzle piece that tells us what causes her body to have such a hard time handling food and that we'll be able to figure out what to do about it. She's doing phenomenally well in most aspects of her development but I guess this week I've become aware of things that I had previously been in sweet oblivion to and that's been hard to swallow.